What to do?

Have been doing all the plans..but alwiz changes here and there!
Now what to do?

I'm quite down and have been tucking my head at work so I'll not think so much.
Hoping it will not bother me so much.

Wanting him to feel happy and not upset like me, both of us are confused...life is a mess to us now.
Alwiz trying to avoid the topic or to change our conversation topic whenever I can.