Week 32

Monday had a bad diarrhoea, Tuesday felt giddy...finally able to meet up with Dr LC Cheng today (Thursday, 13 May 2010).

Before meeting up Dr LC Cheng, I had a detailed scan at 1145am. It was to scan the growth of Bb. Everything was fine, bb is growing perfectly well...and this was the 1st time the sonographer praised my boy.heee!~

Usually bb very active, keep moving while scanning, this time he's being a good boy, staying put at a good position for the sonographer to scan him.

I was so happy to know my boy is growing well in me.

My appointment with Dr Cheng was 1pm, but due to some delay in his operation procedure, he was late. So we waited till 2pm.

Dr Cheng explained to me that feeling giddiness might be the blood circulation in me, so he wants me to move very slowly in order to avoid that situation to happen again.
Other than that, he took some discharge from me to test for infections.

BB is growing, now we have to prepare for his arrival, we are to go back to see Dr Cheng once every 2 weeks.
Jason and I are getting more n more excited over this little precious of ours.

Week 29

I got myself a new laptop, now I no longer need to wait for DearDear to go work then do my blogging. I can do so anytime, anywhere.

This week doesn't seems to go smooth for me. I have been feeling very down.
I had bad dreams, I cried in my dreams, feeling scared when I'm awake.
I started to feel upset over being preggie.
There are alot of things I wanted to do, yet........
I can't be as active like I used to be, I seem to have lost myself.
Thou I'm glad my DearDear has been very accomodating to me throughout the pregnancy, I am not comfortable myself as I can't see myself in me.
I seem to be another person. Whatever~

Anyway, Went for a check up on 22nd April. Dr LC Cheng did not do any scan but only let us hear our little notti bb's heartbeat. It's so heartwarming when I heard the little pounding sounds...
My little notti always kick me when he feels uncomfy in me especially the way I lie on my bed.
Now blogging here, he's kicking me again....isn't he notti!~ haaa!~

Week 28

It's exactly week 28. I had plans for my job, supposed to go street prospecting with my colleagues, ended up I was in bed the whole day.

Other than juz tired, I had several leg cramps on Tues nite followed by a real bad cramp on Wednesday Morning.
This cramp had made me unable to walk, so I had to be left out for the street prospecting.
Not only that, I can't even go coffeeshop to buy food for myself.
Poor bb and Mummy had to eat junk food for lunch.

Bb is growing, he's actively moving in me...sometimes, it's kinda fustrating, but sometimes, it's nice to feel him moves.
What a mixed feeling I have.

26th Week Check up @ TMC

Meeting ends around 1045am...I lingered around in office while waiting for Deardear to come pick me up.
We lunched outside my office before heading down to Dr LC Cheng's clinic.
Appointment @ 1pm but we reached around 1230pm.
Waited till 1plus, Dr Cheng's assistant came to tell us that he's doing a delivery, so have to wait quite long, we agreed and waited.

Around 2pm, the assistant came to us again and asked if we mind Dr TC Chang to do a check up for me, well, since it's juz a check up, so we proceed.

Dr Chang was quite nice too...his method of check before scanning was different from Dr Cheng.
He took a measuring tape to measure my tummy and said ' ok, average size at week 26th.'

Next he check my blood pressure,then scanned and showed us where his position is now,the circumference of bb, length of his limbs, his blood flow, his tiny tummy...everything was fine!~
Phew!~ That's all DearDear and I wanted to hear.

Bb Ng...you are growing well.
Keep up the good work, my dear Bb Ng.

Baby in me

I'm finally in my 25th weeks pregnancy.
Bb is growing and getting more and more active.
From small little movements to vigorous bumping in my small tummy/Womb.

There were 2 nights I couldn't sleep cos of bb's continous movements. So on the 3rd night, DearDear talked to bb nicely, told him to be good and let me have some good rest....I was smiling away cos I don't think bb understand what he's trying to say.

Surprisingly, that night I had a good sleep, and bb wasn't moving much. Now I know, my little notti one listens to daddy more.

As days passed, I slowly observed my bb's movements in me. Below are what I've got:

- Bb loves to be touched and talked to...
- Bb loves to play...
- Bb loves to listen to mummy sing " The Wheels on the bus"
- Bb loves to go out of house : cos whenever I'm outside, bb seldom moves, usually when I'm home, bb moves non stop...
- Bb listens to Daddy alot...
- Bb reacts when got "squashed" by mummy when my sitting/sleeping posture is uncomfy to him. Haaa!~


Well, these are what I observe, hope I'm right..haaa!~

Can't wait to go Dr Cheng's clinic again, hope he'll scan bb to show us how our cutie notti bb grows and moves...will bb waves to us "hello" again juz like during the detailed scan???

DearDear and I can't wait to have our little notti out in this world with us, we are so looking forward to carry, hug, play and kiss him.

My new Career PAth

My new career life starts here....2nd March 2010.

Submitted my contract on 26th Feb 2010,Friday.
Appointed to attend Foundation Program on 2nd March to 5th March 2010.
I 'm so excited about it and started telling frens my new career.
And so my appointments began on 5th March 2010.
Met up with Melvin, Brandon and Demy to let them know,so at least if they have the intention to get any insurance policy, they'll think of me (Hopefully).

Next was my cousin,Rita, but I guess i was too excited over getting some bb's stuff that I forgotten to inform her abt that.haaa!~ Nvm, there's alwiz a chance.

As i was getting excited over how to get things up, I pushed myself to clear my HI and PGI as fast I can.
Yesterday ( 9th Mar), I finally cleared my HI (which I took several times and nearly gave up). Things are going on the bright side for me now, all thanx to BB Jerek, i can feel that he's giving me all the support that he can.
Of cos not forgetting my hubby, he's the most supportive one...hugz!~

Actually, everything doesn't seem as bad as what I've expected.
Thinking that telling frens and they'll avoid me or juz simply say ok, many of them still give me their support and even tell me what they've got currently. One of them even approach me to give me the best support I've ever thought of. The other fren of mine was juz as well very supportive, before I became an agent, she told me she wanna be my 1st client...isn't she nice?
Really thanx to these 2 frens, that give me all the morale and support.
I must work hard so as not to disappoint my family and frens.

Slowly, I managed to arrange few appointments, though not those taking up insurance appointments but at least meeting up with them and letting them know what I'm doing now is all I need...
Appreciate that!~
Next working on my family....looking forward to 21st March where I'll be meeting most of my relatives @ Benny's Wedding.

Jia You!~
BB Jerek, hope u give Mummy the best support I've ever needed.

My Freedom My Stress

Have been waiting for this day!~
My Freedom, I no longer need to stuck in the office neither do I have to report to work from 9 to 6...haaaa!~

Though there's freedom, my stress my nightmare is about to begin.
I'm gonna work on my own to earn what I should.
Can I possibly do so? Will BB Ng support mummy? Will mummy's work stress Bb Ng?
Can BB Ng cope? Let's juz hope for the best~

Another worry is, DearDear gonna have a heavier financial burden.
He's been very supportive in whatever I do, this is all I need from him.
With his support and encouragement, I'll do my best and make sure he and BB Ng will have a better life in future, I'll be his best wife forever!~I want him to be proud of me.
Thank You DearDear.

Hormones!~

Last night, DearDear was trying to tell me how nice his grandma made the pandan pancake for him when he was a young kid... and he ended with a nasty comment.
Supposed to be some kind of joke,and i pretended to be angry...but somehow, he ignored me and i began to get agitated and cried out loud *_*

I know it was juz some hormones since i'm pregnant, so after drying up my tears, i dozed off quite fast. It wasn't a good sleep thou, I woke up with slightly swollen eyes.

After lunch, I had a chat with mom,dad and sis, i feel like crying again. Sighz...they alwiz got never ending problems which I can't help much.
Dad is just as stubborn as me, so i know him too well, there's nothing to talk him thru. Whatever, i'll try my best again.

Feeling sad in office is never a good thing...cos there's no place for me to hide and cry and No one to talk to either.

My Wonderful CNY gathering

On the Friday night, DearDear and I went over the Jo & Khoon's house for a small CNY gathering. We did a potluck.
DearDear made egg mayo and tuna sandwiches.
Pang, Weide & Huiwen bought Arnold's fried chicken.
Desmond & Serene bought Yu sheng.
Jo & Khoon cooked pasta for us~ yummy!

It was a wonderful night with them, the ladies had so much to talk while the guys played poker.
We left around 2am cos I was too tired to stay longer.

On Saturday, I was so tired that DearDear had to drag me out of bed around 10am.
We had to wake up early to prepare some food and do some simple cleaning up before my polymates turn up for the gathering @2pm.
Initially, I was told that around 10 ppl turning up but to my surprise, more than that came. I was so happy!~ It's all thanks to Lixia and Dean.
I wasn't the organiser this year, all i did was to provide a venue.
I had clearly made known that next year I'm not going to provide my place anymore.
My polymates gathering started since I stayed in AMK, so from AMK they've been to till my house in SengKang~Haaaa!~
Anyway, it was a wonderful gathering and all left around 5plus 6pm.

DearDear and I took a short rest and continued our house visit to 3rd Aunt's house in Bishan.
This relative of mine went overseas during the 1st few days on CNY and I miss them so.
I had so much fun chatting and playing poker with them that night.

DearDear and I were the last to leave the house.
Thank you Aunt and Uncle and Rita Jie, I ate so much good food and had so much fun.
Can't wait till 28th Feb to go over again for Steamboat!~Yummy!

The "Yellow Monsters"

Every morning, deardear has to prepare my breakfast as well as my folic acid and fish oil pills.
Just after my breakfast, both pills will stare at me and I stare back at them.

For the past few weeks, I've been swallowing them down and vomit out just before I go work...Now i pack them to office.
As usual...the yellow monsters stare at me!~And their Master keep asking me to "EAT EAT EAT!"

No Choice, their Master is my hubby, I have to listen to him too.
How long more do I have to stare and eat them??
The Monsters are conquering me!~
HELP!!!~~

Chat With Mom

Juz had a chat with mom over the phone.

Didn't really realise that it's been 2 years since that incident happened, which means I had not been talking to kor for 2 years, neither had I been sitting with my family for reunion dinner for 2 years.

These 2 years, I tried to reach home late so I won't have to face kor and his family while eating. I've been trying to avoid them while he's trying hard not to converse with me. We're just like total strangers.

This CNY eve, I saw Reanne. She has totally forgotten who I am. She won't even bother to address me and hubby, yet keep looking and peeping at me again and again.
I even did a nasty action to her (to me: i find it funny)...I stare at her with my angry eyes!~
She got frightened and dare not peep at me again...haaaaa!~
I know i was nasty!~

I always thought that my cousins are always a good set of examples cos mom always like to compliment about them...who knows!~ this year CNY eve, they had a quarrel!~
Hope they'll get it settle soon, don't be like me and Kor.

~Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day & Hubby's Bday~

Preparation for Chinese New Year:
Hubby had been doing all the chores and decorations for the house. There's no words to describe my appreciation for him. Not only the house, he still had to get the car cleaned and waxed. And most importantly, he made sure I got the attention I wanted from him. Lovely and sweet Hubby.

1st day of Chinese New Year:
It's also Valentine's Day, just after our breakfast (French Toast prepared by hubby), I found a lovely card laid on the dining table...
I never expect hubby got the time to get me a card and even with lots of lovely writings in it.
This year, I didn't get him anything cos it wasn't really convenient to travel around by public.

2nd day of Chinese New Year:
It's Hubby's bday!~ Well I didn't get him anything either....but he received 2 extra Ang Baos on the 1st day of CNY! and the whole day, he's been grumbling saying that this year only 2 ang baos....haaa!~ he's expecting more, juz like a small kid.

3rd day of Chinese New Year:
I was so stoned after a late night on the 2nd day of CNY. We stayed at Mark's house till 2am, and think it's been so long since I slept so late. For the whole day, I was like a zombie.

4th day of Chinese New Year:
It's the 1st day of work after a long rest. Boss held meeting on the 1st day, but didn't go into serious matters. He gave out ang baos, did lucky draws and watch Invictus in the meeting room.
Afterwhich, we had buffet....and half of my day at work was gone...heee!~

5th day of Chinese New Year:
work work work......happy working pals~

Our Baby!~

It was supposed to be an anxious and excited check up on 3rd Feb, but it turns out a bit disappointed.

Was it Dr Cheng in a rush or was it due to DearDear's sickness?
(DearDear was coughing and sneezing, yet he has to accompany me for the check up.)

The scan was fast, Dr Cheng didn't want to spend too much time looking for the gender of our bb.
Anyway, Bb was quite active then, kept moving, and finally showed us the butt..*Mummy Angry*

Though Dr Cheng said that most likely a boy, cos he said he THOUGHT he saw a birdie...well, DearDear and I don't agree to it, so we would only want to confirm till we go thru the detailed scan which is on 1st March.

Now what we can do is HAPPY WAITING!~

Grumbles @ Work!~

Have been here for 1/2 year...hoping to leave this nasty place!~

DearDear alwiz says, everywhere's the same! I muz learn to overcome and handle the problems and people.
Sometimes I think to myself, issit my problem...???Argh!!~

My table is located in a corner,so isolated!~
How to communicate with those people??

Tried to tender my resignation, but got rejected!~ What a Joke of the day!~
I'm not doing my job well, getting restless and no mood to work for him, yet he dun let me go??!!!~

What's the point of making me stay?? I'm not in good terms with most of the people here.
Some dun even want to response to my sms. Aiyoh!~ Juz let me go lah!~

Preggie- 4th month

Sighz...it's been real long time since i last touch my blog.
Time flies past real fast.
I'm preggie, can't wait to know the gender of my bb, so I can start looking around stuffs for my 1st child.
Jason is so excited over this bb, sometimes talk to baby call himself Papa, sometimes Daddy....He juz can't make up his mind what he wants the bb to call him.
We are so looking forward to be parents.

Today- 20th Jan 2010 : 4th Month
Gynae : Dr LC Cheng
Hospital : TMC

Being preggie can be nice and torturing.
Nice part is that I'm so being treated like a Queen at home...DearDear has been doing all the chores and making food for me and most of all....my favourite honey drink before I sleep.
Torturing part is Morning sickness loh...plus my stupid gastric alwiz acting on and off, can't go work in peace.
This is my routine:
- Wake up, vomit
- Bath, bkfast, vomit
- Get dressed and make up done....vomit

- Take train from BuangKOk to Punggol to Outram
- Reach office, Vomit
- start all my usual work, eat
- Work, Vomit
- Eat, work, lunch time
- Rest, Work, Vomit (Sometimes)
6pm: DearDear's here to fetch me home~

So routine that I'm so used to it...praying hard that this routine will change somehow. Haaa!~ I meant the vomitting part!~ Haaaa!~