My Freedom My Stress

Have been waiting for this day!~
My Freedom, I no longer need to stuck in the office neither do I have to report to work from 9 to 6...haaaa!~

Though there's freedom, my stress my nightmare is about to begin.
I'm gonna work on my own to earn what I should.
Can I possibly do so? Will BB Ng support mummy? Will mummy's work stress Bb Ng?
Can BB Ng cope? Let's juz hope for the best~

Another worry is, DearDear gonna have a heavier financial burden.
He's been very supportive in whatever I do, this is all I need from him.
With his support and encouragement, I'll do my best and make sure he and BB Ng will have a better life in future, I'll be his best wife forever!~I want him to be proud of me.
Thank You DearDear.

Hormones!~

Last night, DearDear was trying to tell me how nice his grandma made the pandan pancake for him when he was a young kid... and he ended with a nasty comment.
Supposed to be some kind of joke,and i pretended to be angry...but somehow, he ignored me and i began to get agitated and cried out loud *_*

I know it was juz some hormones since i'm pregnant, so after drying up my tears, i dozed off quite fast. It wasn't a good sleep thou, I woke up with slightly swollen eyes.

After lunch, I had a chat with mom,dad and sis, i feel like crying again. Sighz...they alwiz got never ending problems which I can't help much.
Dad is just as stubborn as me, so i know him too well, there's nothing to talk him thru. Whatever, i'll try my best again.

Feeling sad in office is never a good thing...cos there's no place for me to hide and cry and No one to talk to either.

My Wonderful CNY gathering

On the Friday night, DearDear and I went over the Jo & Khoon's house for a small CNY gathering. We did a potluck.
DearDear made egg mayo and tuna sandwiches.
Pang, Weide & Huiwen bought Arnold's fried chicken.
Desmond & Serene bought Yu sheng.
Jo & Khoon cooked pasta for us~ yummy!

It was a wonderful night with them, the ladies had so much to talk while the guys played poker.
We left around 2am cos I was too tired to stay longer.

On Saturday, I was so tired that DearDear had to drag me out of bed around 10am.
We had to wake up early to prepare some food and do some simple cleaning up before my polymates turn up for the gathering @2pm.
Initially, I was told that around 10 ppl turning up but to my surprise, more than that came. I was so happy!~ It's all thanks to Lixia and Dean.
I wasn't the organiser this year, all i did was to provide a venue.
I had clearly made known that next year I'm not going to provide my place anymore.
My polymates gathering started since I stayed in AMK, so from AMK they've been to till my house in SengKang~Haaaa!~
Anyway, it was a wonderful gathering and all left around 5plus 6pm.

DearDear and I took a short rest and continued our house visit to 3rd Aunt's house in Bishan.
This relative of mine went overseas during the 1st few days on CNY and I miss them so.
I had so much fun chatting and playing poker with them that night.

DearDear and I were the last to leave the house.
Thank you Aunt and Uncle and Rita Jie, I ate so much good food and had so much fun.
Can't wait till 28th Feb to go over again for Steamboat!~Yummy!

The "Yellow Monsters"

Every morning, deardear has to prepare my breakfast as well as my folic acid and fish oil pills.
Just after my breakfast, both pills will stare at me and I stare back at them.

For the past few weeks, I've been swallowing them down and vomit out just before I go work...Now i pack them to office.
As usual...the yellow monsters stare at me!~And their Master keep asking me to "EAT EAT EAT!"

No Choice, their Master is my hubby, I have to listen to him too.
How long more do I have to stare and eat them??
The Monsters are conquering me!~
HELP!!!~~

Chat With Mom

Juz had a chat with mom over the phone.

Didn't really realise that it's been 2 years since that incident happened, which means I had not been talking to kor for 2 years, neither had I been sitting with my family for reunion dinner for 2 years.

These 2 years, I tried to reach home late so I won't have to face kor and his family while eating. I've been trying to avoid them while he's trying hard not to converse with me. We're just like total strangers.

This CNY eve, I saw Reanne. She has totally forgotten who I am. She won't even bother to address me and hubby, yet keep looking and peeping at me again and again.
I even did a nasty action to her (to me: i find it funny)...I stare at her with my angry eyes!~
She got frightened and dare not peep at me again...haaaaa!~
I know i was nasty!~

I always thought that my cousins are always a good set of examples cos mom always like to compliment about them...who knows!~ this year CNY eve, they had a quarrel!~
Hope they'll get it settle soon, don't be like me and Kor.

~Chinese New Year, Valentine's Day & Hubby's Bday~

Preparation for Chinese New Year:
Hubby had been doing all the chores and decorations for the house. There's no words to describe my appreciation for him. Not only the house, he still had to get the car cleaned and waxed. And most importantly, he made sure I got the attention I wanted from him. Lovely and sweet Hubby.

1st day of Chinese New Year:
It's also Valentine's Day, just after our breakfast (French Toast prepared by hubby), I found a lovely card laid on the dining table...
I never expect hubby got the time to get me a card and even with lots of lovely writings in it.
This year, I didn't get him anything cos it wasn't really convenient to travel around by public.

2nd day of Chinese New Year:
It's Hubby's bday!~ Well I didn't get him anything either....but he received 2 extra Ang Baos on the 1st day of CNY! and the whole day, he's been grumbling saying that this year only 2 ang baos....haaa!~ he's expecting more, juz like a small kid.

3rd day of Chinese New Year:
I was so stoned after a late night on the 2nd day of CNY. We stayed at Mark's house till 2am, and think it's been so long since I slept so late. For the whole day, I was like a zombie.

4th day of Chinese New Year:
It's the 1st day of work after a long rest. Boss held meeting on the 1st day, but didn't go into serious matters. He gave out ang baos, did lucky draws and watch Invictus in the meeting room.
Afterwhich, we had buffet....and half of my day at work was gone...heee!~

5th day of Chinese New Year:
work work work......happy working pals~

Our Baby!~

It was supposed to be an anxious and excited check up on 3rd Feb, but it turns out a bit disappointed.

Was it Dr Cheng in a rush or was it due to DearDear's sickness?
(DearDear was coughing and sneezing, yet he has to accompany me for the check up.)

The scan was fast, Dr Cheng didn't want to spend too much time looking for the gender of our bb.
Anyway, Bb was quite active then, kept moving, and finally showed us the butt..*Mummy Angry*

Though Dr Cheng said that most likely a boy, cos he said he THOUGHT he saw a birdie...well, DearDear and I don't agree to it, so we would only want to confirm till we go thru the detailed scan which is on 1st March.

Now what we can do is HAPPY WAITING!~

Grumbles @ Work!~

Have been here for 1/2 year...hoping to leave this nasty place!~

DearDear alwiz says, everywhere's the same! I muz learn to overcome and handle the problems and people.
Sometimes I think to myself, issit my problem...???Argh!!~

My table is located in a corner,so isolated!~
How to communicate with those people??

Tried to tender my resignation, but got rejected!~ What a Joke of the day!~
I'm not doing my job well, getting restless and no mood to work for him, yet he dun let me go??!!!~

What's the point of making me stay?? I'm not in good terms with most of the people here.
Some dun even want to response to my sms. Aiyoh!~ Juz let me go lah!~