Juz 5 of us and,,,,

The last time we met up was February,however it was not only the 5 of us, Fucai was there too.
Yesterday again wasn't juz the 5 of us either....nope,nobody brought along their partners.
It was Minli...SHe's pregnant! Isn't it wonderful?*Envy*

Now the next meet up gonna be my wedding day,I reminded them to collect more info aka gossips during the wedding dinner of our other frens so they are to update me after that.
Not that I'm Kpo, juz wanna know what my other frens have been doing..I'm juz trying to be concern ok....hahahhaaaa!!!~~~

Cooping myself in this house and been feeling down for the past few days, last night when I came home, I felt so tired but happy.
I dun feel a thing for that situation at all...though I slept late,I had a good night.

Tonight, I'm gonna let my hair down again.
I'm going St James with Avril and Kris...wonder who else going...so excited and happy!
Nono...Jason not going with me.
YesYes,no guys tonight!Hahahaa!!~~

Feeling Down...

Have been feeling very down these few days...hope everything will turn out fine on our wedding day.
Aren't bride to be supposed to be happy and radiant?
Why do I have to be gloomy yet act so strong in front of them when i'm not?

They are controlling their moods and temper,they are doing so for me.
They want to let me have the most wonderful day.
It hurts me when I see them feeling fustrated and upset,and i can't do anything at all.

For the past few days, I have been losing my appetite,I wasn't in the mood to go back, it reminds me of the unhappiness.
Even if i had to go back, i didn't stay long.

Why we have people in this world trying to break others apart?
Why do we have people in this world trying to create unnecessary trouble?
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I know u are "there",u saw and understand the situation.
Pls guide me,protect me and pray for me.
All I want is to let my wedding ceremony to go thru smoothly and happy.
Thank You, I really miss you so.

Fake it and u'll go Numb

Made a mistake,invitation card had no slip in it.
New one was written and sent to them personally.
Waited for a while cos' she was at the market.

Mom went with me. Both of them chatted happily but i know mom was putting on a hard smile.
I was too.
Wondering if she did realise it.
Anyway, we got it done and apologised to her.
Hopefully everything is fine.

Back home, i called Jason and told him, i didn't know that a fake smile was so tiring.My mouth nearly went numb.
Hahaa!!~~

Part of a Movie or real Life?

Everyone was happy to see the gifts arrived and took many photos.Laughters filled the room in no time.
Sitting together,having their lunch,chatting about the old times bringing back nice memories they had.
He came...with an unhappy face.No one dare to approach him except her.She tried to talk to him about some nice and happy times about his small ger,played with her and gave her food.
Silence was his reply.
Something agitated him and he went out of the house to take a walk.

Few minutes later,He came back,still with an unhappy face.
Nasty words came out of his mouth this time.The words were directed to M.
M kept quiet and ignored him for quite long...no one can bear with his behaviour and attitude towards M,but due to the happy event, they turned a deaf ear to it.

Nasty words can be "seen" flying to M non-stop till She stepped up to stop and confront him.
None of what She said or done could solve the problem and was told to step out of this matter else he'll beat her and She's patience had reached a limit hence dared him to beat her...and it happened!!~~He gave She a big tight slap on her face.

Everyone in the room had a shock,He got chased out of the room...no one wanted him to be there at that moment. She broke down,M was upset.

To get everyone back to the happy mood, She went to put on thick make up to cover the marks she had as well as her swollen crying eyes,walked up to everyone and apologised to them.
Laughters started to fill the room again,and the smile She had was a struggle.

What's the problem here? Why must He & She ruin the happy day and cause such a scene ?Whose fault was it?What happen to He after he got chased out?How is She now?
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Hmmm....does this happen in real life or is it part of a show?

Happy Happy Day!!~

After a long wait, the results are finally out!
Well, I didn't do well as what I had expected myself to do so.
Still I'm quite happy that I finally graduated.
I got a 3rd class honors.
Ma,Pa and sis were quite considerate and encouraging when I told them my results.

Wonder is it Sis read my blog and had talked to them about my feelings. They seem to be quite nice and considerate to me recently.I'm not asking for much,I'm glad that they treat me this way.It feels nice.

Went for an interview in Deutsche bank today.Everything went smoothly.Maybe was the wishes from the security guard before the entry to the office.It really feels good when a stranger wishes you luck.
Well, now I need to pray hard that i can get into Deutsche Bank.

DearDear also got home real early today,he went to fetch me home from my parent's house,Now I'm home....It's always nice to have him home early during his night shift week.
Guess today is a real happy happy day for me.